So last night I went and had coffee with The Steff.  We went to the Starbucks attached to a Barnes & Noble.  I had a hot cocoa and she had one of those caramel machiatto thingies.  Of course, we never made it to the bookstore.  The Gap was more important. 

Of course we had a relatively long conversation regarding the quickly disintegrating relationship she has with The Donkey.  While I would like to say, “I told you so,” I can’t bring myself to say it.  He’s looking for an apartment of his own… which I think once he moves out it is safe to say the engagement and the wedding is off.  Of course, she keeps flip-flopping between loving him and hating him, which doesn’t make any of this any easier.  When I mentioned this to her, she told me that she knows what I mean… since I have flip-flop moods too.

Now I know that I can be a moody bastard… but am I really that indecisive about my moods?  Am I happy one minute and then depressed as shit the next?  I always thought that I was more of a mood maintainer.  If I woke up happy… I’d be happy until someone pisses in my proverbial cornflakes.  If I woke up depressed… well the first chore then is to actually GET UP… and then make my way through the day.  Sometimes I’ll look for something to make me happy… like a slap on the head from Beaner or a black forest cake.  I don’t think I have mood swings… do I?  How would I know unless someone tells me???  Since I was told I do… does this mean I ACTUALLY do???  I’ll have to be more self aware of my moods… and see if it swings.

On a brighter note I went to Target with the Wolves Saturday night during my visit.  I got Command and Conquer 3: Tiberium Wars for my XBOX 360.  Believe it or not, its only the second game I have for it.  I loved the game on the PC… and this provided a much needed fix.  The best part?  It was on clearance for $30… but when I got rung up, it came out to $15.  Score!!! 

I have decided that at some point and time this week I will use my new favorite quote:

I’ll try being nicer if you try being smarter.

-Poppy

Of course, I’ll have to try to remember what kind of mood I was in before I used it… when I used it… and how I felt after I used it to see if there is any truth to this mood swing thing which has irked me beyond reason.  Of course for some reason I think that no matter how I feel before or during… I think the after mood will be a lot better.

Anybody else ever wonder if people think your moodier than you think you are???